A cutters lullaby

urghihatepeople:

Hushabye baby you’re almost dead,

you don’t have a pulse and your pillow is red.

Your family hates you and your friends let you bleed,

sleep tight with a knife ‘cause it’s all that you need.

Rockabye baby, broken and scarred,

you didn’t know life would be this hard.

Time to end the pain you hid so well

and down you’ll come baby

straight back to hell…

It’s amazing how I can hide my suicidal mind with just a smile. How I can hide my scars and cuts with a hoodie and say I’m cold. How I can tell people I’m fine and they believe me. How I can tell people I ate a big breakfast so I don’t have to eat lunch, when I really didn’t eat breakfast. How I can tell people I didn’t sleep good when my eyes are puffy from crying uncontrollably. It just amazes me how much I can hide.

(Source: thebladeismybestfriend, via takemetothegraveyard)

(Source: ravenwoodd, via jean-claude-jaquettie)